Places I’ve Taken My Body: Essays by Molly McCully Brown

Places I’ve Taken My Body: Essays by Molly McCully Brown

Publisher/Year: Persia, 2020

Format: E-book (Libby)

Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

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Summary

In seventeen intimate essays, poet Molly McCully Brown explores living within and beyond the limits of a body–in her case, one shapes since birth by cerebral palsy, a permanent and often painful movement disorder. In spite of–indeed, in response to–physical constraints, Brown leads a peripatetic life: the essays comprise a vivid travelogue set throughout the United States and Europe, ranging from the rural American South of her childhood to the cobblestoned streets of Bologna, Italy. Moving between these locales and others, Brown constellates the subjects that define her inside and out: a disabled and conspicuous body, a religious conversion, a missing twin, a life in poetry. As she does, she depicts vividly for us not only her own life but a striking array of sites and topics, among them Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein and the world’s oldest anatomical theater, the American Eugenics movement, and Jerry Falwell’s Liberty University. Throughout, Brown offers us the gift of her exquisite sentences, woven together in consideration, always, of what it means to be human–flawed, potent, feeling.

What I thought

Words simply cannot express how beautiful and moving and thought-provoking this collection of essays was. You can absolutely tell that Molly is a poet. There were phrases and passages that were so breathtaking that I was nearly moved to tears–they actually made me ache. I would never presume to “know” Brown, but she writes in such an honest and frank way as to feel truly familiar to her readers.

As with any collection of shorter writing, some spoke to me more than others, but still, as a whole, this was an incredible collection. I absolutely recommend this to everyone. Even though I read this through my library, I will be picking up a copy of this for my own shelves and I will certainly be seeking out Brown’s other works.

We Are the Gardeners by Joanna Gaines

We Are the Gardeners by Joanna Gaines

Publisher/Year: Tommy Nelson, 2019

Format: E-book (cloudLibrary)

Pages: 44

Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐

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Summary

Our journey as gardeners started with one small potted plant, but things did not go as planned. Turns out, trying something new isn’t always easy, but sometimes, it’s the hardest work that leads to the greatest reward.

What I thought

I read this lovely little book before coming into work today, and it put me in such a good mood that I’m sitting here wondering whether I should read a picture book every day before work. I do like to read picture books from time to time. The best ones are kind of soothing for me, and plus, I hope to have kids one day.

Anyway, I first saw this book at Target (duh), and thought it looked sweet enough to add to my to-read list. And it totally was! Spring is here in PA–even though there’s not much green, the birds are chirping, and the days are getting longer. This was the perfect book to read on a spring morning. The story was adorable, and the illustrations were quite charming. I loved the lesson to stay hopeful & positive, despite setbacks, and I loved that this actually teaches children some of the basics of gardening.

All in all, this was a lovely, whimsical book that left me with a smile. If you need me, I’ll be here, daydreaming about the coming spring and building a garden.

She Be Damned (Heloise Chancey Mysteries #1) by M. J. Tjia

She Be Damned (Heloise Chancey Mysteries #1) by M. J. Tjia
Publisher/Year: Legend Press, Ltd., 2017
Format: E-book (Hoopla)
Pages: 223
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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Summary

London, 1863: prostitutes in the Waterloo area are turning up dead, their sexual organs mutilated and removed. When another girl goes missing, fears grow that the killer may have claimed their latest victim.

The police are at a loss and so it falls to courtesan and professional detective, Heloise Chancey, to investigate.

With the assistance of her trusty Chinese maid, Amah Li Leen, Heloise inches closer to the truth. But when Amah is implicated in the brutal plot, Heloise must reconsider who she can trust, before the killer strikes again.

What I thought

I loved this book, everything about it. I’m actually feeling sad to have finished it, but then I remember it’s part of a series–yay! I simply haven’t had enough of Heloise Chancey.

So where to begin? Let’s talk setting first. M. J. Tjia absolutely brought Victorian London to life, seedy parts and all. Between the description of her surroundings and the variety of true-to-life characters we meet, I loved the feeling of authenticity and of being transported somewhere while I read.

As for the crime-solving, murder mystery aspect–folks, this story was gruesome. In lieu of listing every trigger warning in the books, let me simply advise you to tread lightly here. There were parts that were extremely difficult for even me to read, and that’s saying something. As for the mystery, although the reveal did feel slightly abrupt, it was no less horrifying. And kudos to the author–I never saw it coming.

My favorite part of this book, hands down, was Heloise. She was strong, independent, and witty. She was confident, almost to the point of being arrogant, and she embraced (and was proud of) her sexuality and her femininity. And of course I loved her feminist attitude. I couldn’t help but rage with her over the plight of sex workers, and women in general, of the time. For as gruesome and disheartening as this story could be, I couldn’t help but admire Heloise because she was also funny and raunchy and sexy and lively and kind. She was the kind of character who felt like a friend.

Despite all of my rambling, suffice it to say–I loved this book and truly can’t wait to read the next one. This book was so much more than the run-of-the-mill cozy mystery I was expecting. As I mentioned, this book won’t be for everyone–you can feel free to message me with any questions. But if you’re comfortable, I wholeheartedly think you should give it a try. I promise: you haven’t met a character before quite like Heloise!

The Thief Who Pulled on Trouble’s Braids (Amra Thetys #1) by Michael McClung

The Thief Who Pulled on Trouble’s Braids (Amra Thetys #1) by Michael McClung
Publisher/Year: Michael McClung, 2012
Format: E-book (Nook)
Pages: 204
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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Summary

Amra Thetys is a thief with morals–she won’t steal from anybody poorer than she is. Fortunately, anybody that poor generally doesn’t have much worth stealing!

But when a fellow thief and good friend is killed in a deal gone wrong. Amra turns her back on burglary and goes after something far more precious than jewels or gold: Revenge.

What I thought

Ahh, nothing better than a five-star read to approach the end of the year! This book was SO GOOD. I was hooked from the first chapter, and the ending had me feeling not ready to leave this world yet. I’m so ready to dive into the rest of this series!

What I loved most about this book was Amra, hands down. I just really liked her! She was fierce and tough, witty and sarcastic. And she could hold her own–without a love interest and without beauty. I became so fond of her as a character, which I love when I’m reading.

Also, can I just say that it blows me away that this was self-published? It was so well-written. The story hooked me from the start, and the plot moved effortlessly and carried me the rest of the way. The writing was at times poignant and at others hilariously clever. I also loved the world building Amra tells the story and she doesn’t go into any long-winded exposition about her world. You pick up bits and pieces as you go, and I just loved that.

I’d highly recommend this! If you are looking for a good fantasy read, this book is not to be missed!

Thoreau: A Sublime Life by Maximilien Le Roy, A. Dan

Thoreau: A Sublime Life by Maximilien Le Roy, A. Dan
Publisher/Year: NBM Graphic Novels, 2016
Format: Hardcover
Pages: 88
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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Summary

“To be a philosopher is not merely to have subtle thoughts, nor even to found a school, but so to love wisdom as to live according to its dictates, a life of simplicity, independence, magnanimity and trust.” Henry David Thoreau is best remembered as the father of the concept, still influential today, of “civil disobedience” which he used against slavery and the encroachment of government. He was a lot more than that. This graphic novel biography relates the forward looking inspirational life of the great author, philosopher as well as pioneering ecologist.

What I thought

I randomly stumbled upon this at my library, and I’m so glad. This was a gorgeously done graphic biography. While I don’t necessarily agree with Henry David Thoreau, I’m still a big fan of his writing/philosophy. I wouldn’t call this a definitive biography, by any means, so if you are looking for an intro to HDT, this probably isn’t the best place to start. However, those who are more familiar will certainly enjoy this. I, for one, loved this and absolutely need a copy of this for my own shelves.

A Hundred Suns by Karin Tanabe

A Hundred Suns by Karin Tanabe
Publisher/Year: St. Martin’s Press, 2020
Format: ARC – paperback
Pages: 370
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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Summary

Sun-drenched days and champagne-soaked nights of secrets, betrayal, and passion will transport you, leaving you intoxicated and longing for more.

1933 Indochine is a lush and dangerous land filled with men and women looking to make their fortunes and leave their secrets behind. Into the expatriate community steps Jessie Lesage, the American wife of a Michelin rubber heir, ready to abandon her past and revel in newfound prosperity. She quickly befriends vivacious Marcelle de Fabry and her lover, silk tycoon Khoi Nguyen–but discovers that Marcelle might have her own hidden desires that could mean deadly trouble for their tight-knit circle. As political intrigue builds and Marcelle plays both sides of the line between friend and foe, Jessie begins to wonder if her world of gold is nothing more than a house of cards.

What I thought

Thank you to St. Martin’s Press for the free ARC in exchange for an honest review!

This book was such a breath of fresh air for me. You ever have those books where you know that it was exactly the right moment for you to read them? That was this book for me. This story was so different and lush, and it was just not what I was expecting. I love it when that happens–it’s so refreshing. A Hundred Suns transported me to a time and place that I had never read about before, and I think that historical fiction fans will really love this one. Other than the atmospheric prose, I really enjoyed Jessie and Marcelle as characters and became completely invested in their stories. And then on top of that, the deeper look at things like colonialism and communism in French Indochine gave me so much food for thought. Simply put, I got lost in the pages of this book, and during a year like 2020, what more could you ask for? If you’re a fan of historical fiction or if you’re looking for the next selection for your book club or even if you’re just looking for something totally unique, I’d highly recommend this one!

Providence by Max Barry

Providence by Max Barry
Publisher/Year: Putnam, 2020
Format: ARC – paperback
Pages: 303
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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Summary

An inventive speculative adventure, a riveting thriller, and the intimate tale of four people facing their most desperate hour–alone, together, at the edge of the universe.

Seven years after first contact with an alien race, Providence Five launches. Like all Providences, it carries a crew of four– tasked with monitoring the ship and keeping humanity up on the war effort by way of social media.

But while pursuing the enemy across space, Gilly, Talia, Anders, and Jackson confront the unthinkable: their communications are cut, their ship decreasingly trustworthy and effective. Their only hope of getting home is to win a fight that is suddenly and terrifyingly real.

What I thought

Thank you to Putnam and Goodreads for the free ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review!

I will be the first to admit–I don’t read a lot of science fiction. But holy shit, you guys, this book was GOOD. I think I shy away from sci-fi because I worry it will be jargon-heavy and incomprehensible. Providence was anything but that, and it blew my expectations away. I thought it was fascinating and thought-provoking and deeply frightening, but also deeply funny. The prose was clear and direct, making this an easy read, and the plight of the four crew members kept the pages flying and the tension running high. And can I just say–for me, the idea of being stranded in space, trillions of miles from home, is one of the most horrifying things I can think of. But this story is more than just that. Some of my favorite aspects were the look at the psychology of interpersonal relationships, the unnerving question of whether or not to fully trust the almighty A. I., and the satire which examines war and media and corruption. And let’s talk about the unsettling parallels to our current state of affairs! All of this is to say that I found this book to be absolutely excellent. There’s so much to dig into, if you want, and if not, the story alone makes for a riveting adventure. I highly recommend this one–even to the most reluctant sci-fi readers!

Sparrow by Mary Cecilia Jackson

Sparrow by Mary Cecilia Jackson
Publisher/Year: Tor, 2020
Format: ARC – paperback
Pages: 364
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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Summary

In the tradition of Laurie Halse Anderson’s Speak, a devastating but hopeful YA debut about a ballerina who finds the courage to confront the abuse that haunts her past and threatens her future.

Though Savannah Rose–Sparrow to her friends and family–is a gifted ballerina, her real talent is keeping secrets. Schooled in silence by her long-dead mother, Sparrow has always believed that her lifelong creed–“I’m not the kind of girl who tells”–will make her just like everyone else: Normal. Happy. Safe. But in the aftermath of a brutal assault by her seemingly perfect boyfriend Tristan, Sparrow must finally find the courage to confront the ghosts of her past, or lose herself forever…

What I thought

Thank you to Tor Teen for the free ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review!

This was one of the best young adult books that I have ever read. Before I go any farther, I want to mention a few trigger warnings: domestic violence, child abuse, physical abuse, emotional abuse, grieving, and loss of a parent. Needless to say, this was not an easy read, by any means. I have to give Jackson credit where it’s due, however: I cannot remember the last time I read a book where I had such a strong, visceral emotional reaction to the story. Every time I’d put this book down, I felt like you do after a good long cry–hollowed out and raw and like I just got sucker punched. I just LOVED this book, even though I can’t quite place my finger on why. I think mostly it was because these characters came to life for me–every single one (and I think my favorite was Granny Dei rdre). I could go on and on, but suffice it to say that I hugged this book when I finished it. It made me cry, but it also made me laugh and even swoon, and it warmed my heart as much as it angered me at times. When it comes to a good book, can you really ask anything more?

So We Can Glow by Leesa Cross-Smith

So We Can Glow by Leesa Cross-Smith
Publisher/Year: Grand Central Publishing, 2020
Format: ARC – paperback
Pages: 245
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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Summary

A lush, glittering short story collection exploring female obsession and desire.

From Kentucky to the California desert, these forty-two short stories–some long, some gone in a flash, some told over text and emails–expose the essence of girls and women in moments of obsessive desire and fantasy, wildness and bad behavior, brokenness and fearlessness, and more.

Teenage girls sneak out on a summer night to meet their boyfriends by the train tracks. A woman escapes suffocating grief through a vivid fantasy life. Members of a cult form an unsettling chorus as they extol their passion for the same man. A love story begins over cabbages in a grocery store. A laundress’s life is consumed by obsession for a famous baseball player. Two high school friends kiss all night and binge-watch Winona Ryder movies after the death of a sister.

Leesa Cross-Smith’s sensuous stories will drench readers in nostalgia for summer nights and sultry days, the intense friendships of teenage girls, and the innate bonds felt between mothers, while holding up the wild hearts of women so they can catch the light.

What I thought

Thank you to Grand Central Publishing for the free ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review!

Let me start this review by saying that I don’t think I have ever loved a short story collection so much. I want to have Leesa Cross-Smith read me a story every day–that’s how much I loved this collection. Ranging in length from short flash fiction to longer stories, this was a beautiful and sensuous tribute to what it means to be a woman. And I LOVED it. I want 42 MORE stories. This was exactly what I was in the mood for, and I’m so glad to have read it. I can’t get over how much I felt SEEN and how much nostalgia I felt for my own teenage/college years. For stories with ALL the girl power, I can’t recommend this one enough!

142 Ostriches by April Dávila

142 Ostriches by April Dávila
Publisher/Year: Kensington Books, 2020
Format: ARC – paperback
Pages: 262
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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Summary

Part love letter to the California desert, part intimate portrait of a family reckoning with drug abuse and denial, April Dávila’s beautifully written debut captures the anxieties of a young woman who suddenly bears responsibility amid great stress…

When Tallulah Jones was thirteen, her grandmother plucked her from the dank Oakland apartment she shared with her unreliable mom and brought her to the family ostrich ranch in the Mojave Desert. After eleven years caring for the curious, graceful birds, Tallulah accepts a job in Montana and prepares to leave home. But when Grandma Helen dies under strange circumstances, Tallulah inherits everything–just days before the birds inexplicably stop laying eggs.

Guarding the secret of the suddenly barren birds, Tallulah endeavors to force through a sale of the ranch, a task that is complicated by the arrival of her extended family. Their designs on the property–and deeply rooted dysfunction–threaten Tallulah’s ambitions and eventually her life. With no options left, Tallulah must pull her head out of the sand and face the fifty-year legacy of a family in turmoil: the reality of her grandmother’s death, her mother’s alcoholism, her uncle’s covetous anger, and the 142 ostriches whose lives are in her hands.

What I thought

Thank you to Kensington Books for the free ARC of this book in exchange for an honest review.

So, I have been on a roll with truly excellent books. This was a BEAUTIFUL book that has solidly landed among my favorites this year. And it almost feels like fate that I was reading this alongside All Adults Here because I loved it for a lot of the same reasons. I just LOVE reading about family dynamics, especially when they involve messy & flawed families.

This story was a bit on the grittier side, but I think that really fit with the desert setting. And speaking of the (Mojave) desert, this book felt like Dávila’s love letter to it. I have never personally been there, but she painted this breathtaking view of it. It blows me away that this is a debut novel, and I feel like it is absolutely under-hyped. If you need an escape right now, I’m telling you–read this book. I was completely sucked into this story. There was so much going on, but it was always believable. There wasn’t a moment that it felt implausible, and it managed to be one of the most unique stories I’ve ever read. And oh, Tallulah, I just loved her–she was something else. Even when I could have just screamed at her, she was one of those special characters that I know I’ll find myself thinking of from time to time.

142 Ostriches is one of those books I loved so much that I hugged it when I reached the end. I still cannot believe that this is a debut novel, I was that impressed by it. I absolutely cannot wait for her next book. In the meantime, though, I’ll be here–pushing this book into readers’ hands. If you enjoy stories about crazy, messy families just making it through life, like All Adults Here, for example, I cannot urge you enough–read this book!

All Adults Here by Emma Straub

All Adults Here by Emma Straub
Publisher/Year: Riverhead Books, 2020
Format: Hardcover, B&N Edition
Pages: 370
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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Summary

Coming of age isn’t just for kids

Astrid Strick–mother to three grown-up children–has been keeping a secret. Just as she is finally warming up to share her secret with her family, a forgotten memory from her younger parenting days is jostled loose, and it’s not a good one. The secrets are multiplying, it seems, and so are her mistakes. Suddenly, Astrid realizes, she may not have been quite the parent she always thought she was. But to what consequence? And is it too late to set things right?

Astrid’s youngest son, Nicky, is drifting and unfocused, making parenting mistakes of his own. Her single daughter, Porter, is pregnant yet struggling to give up her own adolescence in time to greet a baby. And Astrid’s eldest, Elliot, seems to measure his adult life according to standards no one else shares. But who gets to decide, so many years later, which were the mistakes that mattered? It might be that only Astrid’s thirteen-year-old granddaughter and her new friend really understand the courage it takes to tell the truth to the people you love the most.

Emma Straub’s unique alchemy of wisdom, humor, and insight come together in this deeply satisfying story about adult siblings, aging parents, high school boyfriends, middle school mean girls, the lifelong effects of birth order, and all the other things that follow us into adulthood, whether we like them to or not.

What I thought

I LOVED this book. Absolutely loved it. If you love character-driven stories, like I do, then make sure to get your hands on a copy of this one. This book has so many layers, it would make a perfect book club selection. Straub explores so many topics: family dynamics, the lasting effects that parents can have on their children, how parent-child relationships change with age, sibling relationships, reckoning with the mistakes we make, love, gender, forgiveness, the list goes on. And while some readers found this to be “too much,” I thought Straub wrote with ease about, simply put, life. She really puts a finger on humanity, and her writing of this story amazed me. Life is crazy and beautiful and messy, and Straub perfectly exemplified that with this book. I loved every single character here, and they all felt so true-to-life and real to me that I feel truly sad that my time with them is through.

If you prefer stories that are solely plot-driven, then this book might not be for you. But if you are like me and enjoy reading about characters just trying to make it through this thing we call life, I cannot recommend this one highly enough. I am going to be scrambling to get my hands on Straub’s other books because I have a feeling she’s going to be a favorite author of mine, based off of how much I loved this book!

Conjure Women by Afia Atakora

Conjure Women by Afia Atakora
Publisher/Year: Random House, 2020
Format: Hardcover (B&N Bookclub Edition)
Pages: 410
Rating: ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐
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Summary

A mother and daughter with a shared talent for healing–and conjuring curses–are at the heart of this dazzling first novel.

Conjure Women is a sweeping story that brings the world of the South before and after the Civil War vividly to life. Spanning generations, it explores the lives of three unforgettable women: Miss May Belle, a wise healer; her precocious and observant daughter Rue, who is reluctant to follow in her mother’s footsepts as a midwife; and their master’s daughter Varina. The secrets and bonds among these women come to a head at the birth of an accursed child, who sets the townspeople alight with fear, spreading superstition that threatens their newly won, tenuous freedom.

Richly imagined, brilliantly researched, magnificently written, Conjure Women moves back and forth in time to tell the haunting story of Rue, Varina, and May Belle, their passions and friendships, and how far they will go to save themselves and those they love.

What I thought

This novel was one of my most anticipated releases of 2020, so I was so excited when Barnes & Noble picked it as a book club selection. And I was not disappointed! As a debut novel, Conjure Women blew me away with its brilliance, and I have to admit, I am bummed to not have been able to meet and discuss this with my usual crew. There were so many layers to this story and so much to take away from it that this is one of those books where I feel like it’s almost necessary to read it again and again to truly grasp it all. And I absolutely could do that. Afia Atakora’s writing was so stunning and atmospheric that I was transported as I read. This was my ideal historical fiction read.

I could go on and dive into all the layers of this book, but I feel like I’d just end up rambling about how much I loved this book. I just cannot get over the fact that Conjure Women is a debut novel. If her first novel was any indication, I am immensely looking forward to whatever Afia Atakora writes next. Fans of historical fiction–get your hands on this one!